I knew I was meant to help others.

I had been called to this work.

Yet, 2 years in,

I was not where I wanted to be.

I had helped people.

But, I KNEW I wasn't fulfilling my purpose.

I had a million BRILLIANT ideas.

Shiny Object Syndrome.

I knew I needed to CHOOSE.

Choose One.

Choose One thing.

And I couldn't.

I had a coach - my 3rd.

I had some support.

I prayed.

I journaled.

I tapped.

I imagined what my successful self would feel like.

I embodied those feelings.

I asked for divine guidance.

I was filled with positive affirmations.

I was doing all the things.

And YET

Little results.

One night, I was guided to ask for an RTT Session.

I had them before.

I was an RTT Practitioner myself.

But it had been a while.

over a year.

I wanted to know WHY.

WHY I wasn't making in progress.

WHY I couldn't pick one direction.

WHY I wasn't making any money.

WHY I wasn't actually helping anyone.

I had a whole list of conscious, logical reasons.

And not a single one of those was the TRUTH.

In the RTT session

my logical mind was bypassed

speaking directly to my subconscious mind

the root of my problem was uncovered.

An event,

seemingly small

had left a huge impact on me at 4 years old.

A belief was imprinted on my mind

that when I step out

on my own

in joy

excitement

and with hope

EVERYONE WILL LEAVE

I will be ALONE.

It will be because of ME.

And it will be all up to me.

That's some scary shit to believe as a 4 year old.

That's some scary shit to believe as a 39 year old.

My mind had been protecting me

from the certain death of abandonment

for being me.

the real me

living my purpose

living in joy.

Right then,

within that 2 hour time frame.

That belief as a root, was understood

at a subconscious level

My therapist and I

detached ME from that belief.

I, me, 39 year old me,

became the loving parent to the 4 year old me.

I HEALED her.

I reassured her.

I Rewrote That Story.

And That Changed Everything.

All in 2 hours.